life with breasts !

Was at mums blokes birthday bash last night, which turned out to be extremly surprisingly good !!
After spending..oh lets say...a few hours pondering whether to cover up the boobs in the name of family respect or to get them out, I arrived fashionably late with my new boobs very proudly on display. What I didnt expect was for them to end up being the topic of conversation for most of the night !
They were also requested for a guest appearance and I found myself at the bottom of mums hall 'getting them out' for my step brothers girlfriend who asked for a feel and before I could reply grabbed them in a very 'man like fashion' lol. Oh well, we aim to please !
After a few to many beers found myself in the 'smoking area' outside, sorry guys but I have to say, the smoking area is so much more fun, the girls discussed rampant rabbits, penis size, orgasms and breats while the boys..urm..listened.
My mums bloke's step dad than took it upon himself to look at me and blurt out in a drunken drawl ' I bet yo are great in bed' to which I replied, fantastic thanks but you are obviously very drunk right now and after hearing that comment from a 70 year old I am very pleased I am !!
He chuckled and stated that he wouldnt mind finding out, what is it with men, do they never realise that one day, yes, alas, you do become to old to pull a girl in her twenties !!

The reasons I dought Chip are that I have never been to where he lives (2 hours away form me) this was becasue he is sepatated from his wife and I didnt want to visit until they were officially divorced. Anyway she has apparently told him that she will do anything she can to split us up and has rang me claiming that she is still with him and that they had no problems until he et me, a claim he strongly denies. I cant visit now and put an end to all of this as his child (who is not his wifes) is very poorly and in hospital. I have supported him through this as much as I feel I can but had another phone call form his wife a week or so ago and when I told her I did not think this was an approprite time to be doing this she asked why when I commented on his child being ill she told me there was nothing wrong with him, called my a pscho and hung up ! He is genuinley upset that she said this, who wouldnt be, but I am at a vunerable point in my life right now - for other swides to the story - and feel, on one hand, so guilty for not trusting him, and on the other so mixed up as to whether I can or not.

ok, here goes, this has been 2006 in a very brief rundown.
Live in boyfriend (who was lovely) split up (my decision), i got a brand new and rather fantastic pair of new boobs at around the same time as I met 'chip' who has turned my life upside down and back round again over and over again in the few short months I have known him, one minute I am completley overwhelmed by how much I love and trust this guy, the next I am beliving that he can not in any way, shape or form be trusted and Im still sticking with him in the hope that he proves me wrong ! What was wrong with Mr lovely and why is my mood so suddendly dependent on Chip ?

Well here we go woth my first blog entry and t be honest I dont really know where to go from here ! Where do I start ? Life is an emotional roller coaster right now and I feel that some of the reasons why will have to be reopened.